Reality....body image

When you work so hard for something and feel you are 100% good mind body and soul BAM it hits you....

I am so very proud of myself for getting on that stage! I was happy! I am happy! I am proud of myself! I went up there with the biggest smile and determined that I would do it again. 

I indulged for 1.5 days and got right back on a plan. Food and working out...

I love my body.
I love the progress...

Then BAM reality hit - in the form of a picture. 

I have saggy skin on my stomach something that I am/was super self-confidence on and getting on that stage I thought I conquered that well momentarily I didn't. 

There is a very unflattering photo of me published and I cried - literally broke down and cried. Called all the people I know and cried and of course they are biased and made me feel better...

And on that I cannot allow myself to dwell. Because I have come along way and you know what they did post great pictures too.., 

So my moment of upsetness has passed and I will continue to work hard and keep at it... I mean for only being with a trainer for 1 year ever with weight training might take a little more time to reverse the bad behavior I once had...

So to all of those that might feel a little like me - keep going, stay positive,... Be happy! 

Happiness is the key!!!! 
And if the biggest sex icon ever is....

I want to live a balanced bikini lifestyle and I will grace that stage again! 


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